When we come to God to pray, quite often we don't know what we are asking for, because we are used to to follow the Lord with our own will. That day, the mother of Jacob and John came to the Lord, asking Jesus to make her sons sit beside Jesus, one of the left, and the other on the right, in the kingdom of God. In other words, after Jesus has the kingdom and authority, they will be Jesus' second and third in command. No wonder the other disciples were angry after hearing this.
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Where was the mother of John and Jacob wrong? First, she did not understand the kingdom of the Lord. It is not only the kingdom on earth, but also the kingdom in heaven in the future. She was still judging the future with earthly values. What valued in this earthly world are power and glory, as well as the ability to control others; the value system in God's kingdom, however, is direct opposite of this worldly system, for we do not to control others, but to build others up, and not to satisfy ourselves, but to satisfy others. We often serve God following worldly views and morals such that even our prayers are based on our flesh. Not only is our prayer unable to bring up people, it may even bring others down.
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Unless our value system is renewed by God of, we are unlikely to truly follow the Lord. Just like what the Lord has clearly told them: This path was not what you had thought of. This was a path of suffering and sacrifice. In fact, even you two would suffer for me, so much as to be put to death by others. This path is not what people have thought of - It is a path of sacrifice leading to glory. What kind of attitudes and value system do you have when following God? Do you really understand that this path of God is a path of suffering and sacrifice? If you have yet understand, may God's light shine upon you, so that you will come back to him again, to look at your life and service anew from the point of God. Let us not just satisfy ourselves in our daily lives, but to satisfy the needs of others around us with the strength from God!